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Aspect Of His Dealings
Wade E. Taylor
“And
the disciples came, and said to Him, Why speak You to them in
parables? He answered and said to them, Because it is given to
you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them
it is not given.” Matthew 13:10-11
As
we grow spiritually, we become aware that we are beginning to see
and understand things that others neither see nor understand.
As
a result, we may become critical of those who do not see as we see,
and we may even become proud, when we discover that we have spiritual
understanding, which others do not have. If we are making genuine
spiritual progress, we will experience - in some measure or form,
these reactions.
Although
this is not good, it should encourage us, as it is an indication
that we are making spiritual progress, and that we are entering
a higher realm of spiritual life and understanding. However, if
we are to continue to develop spiritually, our pride and critical
spirit must be dealt with, and overcome. If not, this will be as
far as we will go in our spiritual development, and worse, we will
begin to lose ground, spiritually.
Fortunately,
our Lord was a carpenter, and He knows how to make crosses. Jesus
said,
“If
any man will (choose to)
come after Me, let him deny himself and take up his (own)
cross, and follow Me.” Matthew 16:24 (Parenthesis
added)
To
take up “our” cross means that the Lord will uniquely arrange
a circumstance (a cross) that He
has personally designed to crucify our self-life.
The
word “if” tells us that this is an option that we ourselves
must choose. We must give permission to our “carpenter”
Lord to build this cross, upon which we ourselves will hang in order
to die to our pride, and self-centered ways.
We
must specifically make this arrangement with Him; otherwise, He
will not build this cross. No one of us relishes a cross, nor will
we appreciate the difficulties which He will arrange, in order to
crucify us. Once we are upon this cross with our hands and feet
nailed, there is little that we can do to change the circumstances.
None of us will like these restrictions to our liberty, but we must
stay there until the work is done, and He has released us.
The
normal habitat for a flower may be in the woods, or in a garden.
But, if we desire a beautiful flower to display, we would go to
a florist to obtain one that had been raised in a glass greenhouse.
This glass “hot house” is a place where everything is intensified,
to bring forth the beauty, and the full potential of this “flower.”
(You
and I, changed into His image).
The
Lord is bringing forth a people in this day, who have been prepared
to display His glory. Therefore, special “hot houses” are
being established for this purpose. Those who are spiritually perceptive
are discerning where these places are. Those who respond, and place
themselves in this environment, will come under the intensity of
a special working of the Holy Spirit.
Many
years ago, I worked in a greenhouse for a short time. I wheeled
dirt from long flowerbeds within the greenhouse to the outside,
and then replaced it with fresh dirt. It was over one hundred and
twenty degrees within, and I would stop at the entrance, and wait
a few minutes to get adjusted before I entered with a fresh load
of dirt.
This
environment was devastating to me, but the flowers flourished in
it. I was told that this changing of the dirt was done each year
to maintain the quality of the flowers that were produced.
Whenever
I entered the greenhouse, I had only one thing in mind - to get
out as quickly as possible. So also, we never seem to appreciate
the dealings of the Lord, until after the flower - the fruit of
the Spirit, appears. Then, we recognize that all we had gone through
was worthwhile.
“And
it came to pass, that, as the people pressed upon Him to hear
the word of God, He stood by the Lake of Gennesaret, and saw two
ships standing by the lake ... And He entered into one of the
ships, which was Simon's, and prayed him that he would thrust
out a little from the land. And He sat down, and taught the people
out of the ship.” Luke 5:1-3
Because
the people pressed to hear, Jesus entered a ship and pushed out
a little from the shore. This “thrusting out” refers to
our being brought into a different atmosphere (hothouse
– divine activity), where we receive direct, personal attention
from the Lord in preparation for something greater, “a launching
out into the deep.”
“Now
when He had left speaking, He said to Simon, Launch out into the
deep, and let down your nets for a draught.” Luke 5:4
Notice
that the Lord did not stand on the shore and teach them. It is difficult
for us to grasp the purpose and intensity of what He was doing,
when He pushed out a little from the shore. He moved from the normal
circumstances of life (land), and entered
into a new atmosphere (water), in order to
prepare them. After this was done, He then said, “launch out”
- go even further into the deeper purposes of the Lord.
“I
love them that love Me; and those that seek Me early shall find
Me ... that I may cause those that love Me to inherit substance;
and I will fill their treasures.” Proverbs 8:17, 21
This
word, “early” has a special meaning that transcends the
thought of the first thing in the morning.
I
did not like wheeling dirt into the green house, as it was intensely
hot within. “Early” means that I grabbed the handles of
the wheelbarrow and proceeded, because I knew the Lord had directed
me, and that there was a higher purpose than merely moving dirt.
Although
I did not understand, I strongly felt that there was something in
the heat of the atmosphere that would accomplish within me what
the Lord desired. My part was to believe this and then act on it.
“Early” means that I did not waste precious time struggling
with my contrary feelings. The Lord has a particular “hot house”
for each one of us, which will expose our need and change us according
to His purpose and desire.
Some
flowers will grow almost anywhere, but when a special show-flower
is needed, we go to the greenhouse and purchase one. So also, when
the Lord desires to display the very best from within His Body (Bride),
He will go to those who have entered the “hot house” of
His preparation, and have come forth with spiritual “substance.”
This
“substance” is the very life of the Lord worked into our
lives. Only then can we become a “witness” of His life
- His life being seen through our lives.
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