The
greatest asset we have is our spiritual sensitivity and hunger.
Let us be glad and rejoice, and
give honor to Him: for the marriage of the Lamb is come, and His wife has made herself ready. Revelation 19:7
The
Lord greatly desires that we choose Him above all else, so we
might become a part of the corporate Bride
with whom He desires to be fully united - which He is yet apprehending
and making ready.
As
we respond and begin to make ourselves desirable, He will respond and make Himself
personally known to each of us who have a single eye toward Him, and the desire
to intimately know Him.
There
is far more available to us than just maintaining our salvation. If we will prayerfully ask Jesus to increase
our desire to personally know Him, we will be both quickened and
enabled to press toward
the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus
(Philippians 3:14). This prize is our being chosen by Him - in
that day.
His wife has made herself ready. It is essential that we take this step
of preparation to
develop our spiritual sensitivity
so we will be able to hear Jesus knocking
upon the door of our heart, and have the determined willingness to turn aside
into His presence, no matter what the obstacle or hindrance may
be when He comes to commune with us.
As
we respond to His knock and open the door, we will become one with Him as we partake with Him (Bride) in fellowship, and in the outworking
of His purposes (son).
Come, My beloved, let us go forth
into the field; let us lodge in the villages. Let us get up early
to the vineyards; let us see if the vine flourish, whether the
tender grape appear, and the pomegranates bud forth: there will
I give you My loves. Song of Solomon 7:11-12
The
level of our spiritual hunger will greatly affect our seeking
the Lord, in order to more intimately know Him, and to enter with
Him, into all that He has for us.
My Beloved is like a roe or a young
hart: behold, He stands behind our wall, He looks forth at the
windows, showing Himself through the lattice. Song of Solomon 2:9
The
Lord waits for us to notice that He desires a personal response from us - to invite
Him to come within. When
we respond, He will bring us into His manifested presence. It is here that He will reveal many things
to us, both about Himself, His burdens, and also, His calling
and purpose for us.
My Beloved spoke, and said to me,
Rise up, My love, My fair one, and come
away. Song of Solomon 2:10
If
we will pray - Lord, I
desire to intimately, personally, know You. I will turn aside into your presence,
if you will draw me.
This prayer will turn the heart of our Heavenly Bridegroom
toward us, and will set the stage for all that follows in the
development of our relationship to Him.
Our
desire and determination
to turn aside from all other things, in order to enter into His
presence and spend quality time with Him, must overcome and rise
above all of the natural urges of life. These motivate our actions in relation
to our self-life, and will push us to become busy in other things,
and also, to shorten the time we spend in the presence of our
Lord, unless we soundly reject and crucify these soul powers upon
the cross.
Then said Jesus to His disciples,
If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself, and take
up his cross, and follow Me. Matthew 16:24
As
we lift our desire for the Lord above all other desires, and determine
that He and He alone will feed and satisfy our spiritual hunger and our longing to go beyond our present experience,
we are truly ready to be brought into His presence.
A
primary means to accomplish this is to present ourselves before
the Lord, and then actively wait
upon Him, by quietly holding ourselves before the Lord, so
this spiritual hunger can be created within us.
As this hunger begins to manifest itself, and we cry out
for its satisfaction, the Lord will respond in anticipation of
making Himself known to us.
As
we welcome His presence, and begin to feed
Him with an outflow of worship, and with the vocal expression of our desire to be in His
presence, He in turn will feed
us, fully satisfying our hunger with the very substance of all that He is, so we in
turn can feed others.
For My flesh is meat indeed, and
My blood is drink indeed. He that eats
My flesh, and drinks My blood, dwells in Me, and I in him. As
the living Father has sent Me, and I live by the Father: so he
that eats Me, even he shall live by Me. John 6:55-57
Our
Lord is a seeking God who is both desirous and anxious for our
fellowship. He will, as we seek to more fully know
Him, create within us the spiritual hunger that will lead us into
His presence, that we might intimately, personally, sup with Him.
Behold, I stand at the door, and
knock: if any man hear My voice, and
open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him (we feed Him), and he with Me (He feeds us). Revelation 3:20
This
dining with Jesus
has to do with our partaking of His very life, thereby becoming
a part of Him.
For we are members of His body,
of His flesh, and of His bones. Ephesians 5:30
As
our spiritual hunger increases, we will be motivated with desire,
and moved upon by the Holy Spirit to wait, in anticipation with
heart desire, before the door that leads into His manifest presence.
We do this only as we set aside all that is earthly, that
we might enter into the intimacy of His presence.
Blessed is the man that hears Me,
watching daily at My gates, waiting at the posts of My doors.
For whoso finds Me finds life, and shall obtain favor of the Lord. Proverbs 8:34-35
Only
as we enter into this relationship of intimately knowing the Lord
will we find the completion that was intended in our original
creation. Here, the out-working of the process of our growth into the fully
developed Bride that our Lord desires, will bring us progressively
closer to Him, and to the unfolding of His purposes for us in
our union with Him.
This
increased sensitivity
within us, and our responsiveness
to His desire for our fellowship, will induce our Heavenly Bridegroom
to knock upon the door of our heart more often, as the approbation of God (divine favor) begins to rest upon us and draw
us into His presence.
I sleep, but my heart wakes: it
is the voice of my Beloved that knocks, saying, Open to Me, My
sister, My love, My dove, My undefiled: for My head is filled
with dew, and My locks with the drops of the night. Song of Solomon 5:2
The
Lord had been out in the night
searching for someone who longs to be with Him. This expression of desire to be with Him,
My heart is awake,
moved the Lord to respond.
The
next step begins with the declaration of our commitment to respond
if the Lord will come to sup with us.
We must be certain that we have counted
the cost, and that we are fully determined to run after Him because the Lord will respond
to this commitment. He
will begin by causing the letter
of His Word that is within us to become experientially a part of us. As a result, our understanding of the
Word, and of our spiritual experiences, will become so alive and
real within us that we will see Jesus at the center of them, and
we will begin to personally know and love Him as never before.
The
Lord will arrange all of the necessary circumstances to make this
possible. We must be careful to recognize that there
is spiritual purpose and
value in the things that we experience in our daily pattern
of life. There are no accidents in the life of one who has
made this commitment.
The
Scripture says concerning Jesus:
The Word was made flesh, and dwelt
among us. John 1:14a
The
Word of God is never ours until it has been personalized in our
life experience. Only
then can we, with authority, witness to its truth and power.
As Jesus was baptized by John and came up out of the water,
the heavens opened and the Spirit of God descended as a dove,
settling upon Him. Then the Father spoke:
This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Matthew 3:17b
This
was a tremendous blessing, but there was something more for Jesus
to experience before this Word that He received from His Father
could become flesh and power within His life.
Jesus
came up out of the water full
of the Holy Spirit. He
had received the impartation and blessing.
Now, the Word that had been spoken over Him had to become
personalized, or made flesh within His life experience. The next thing the Scripture says is that
Jesus was compelled
by the Holy Spirit to go into the wilderness (Mark 1:12). There, He was tested for forty days
forty being the number
of testing. By the
end of this time, Jesus had overcome every temptation, and had
defeated Satan. Then Jesus came forth from the wilderness
in the power of the
Spirit.
And Jesus being full of the Holy
Spirit returned from Jordan, and was led by the Spirit into the
wilderness
and Jesus returned in the power of the Spirit
into Galilee Luke
4:1,14a
The
fullness had become
power because truth had been personalized
in His life through experience.
For we are His workmanship, created
in Christ Jesus to good works, which God has before ordained that
we should walk in them. Ephesians 2:10
We
are the product that
the Lord is producing. He
is working in our lives with the specific goal of making us conformable to the image and likeness
of His Son, the Lord Jesus Christ, that we might become the expression of His life in the earth in
our day and time.
For whom He did foreknow, He also
did predestinate to be conformed to the image of His Son. Romans 8:29a
The
Lord is bringing forth a people who are willing to be tested and
proven in order to become all that He has determined them to be. To do this, we must buy of Him gold tried in the fire. (Revelation 3:18). He is searching for those who are not
spiritually lazy, nor content to rest in the blessings and gifts
of the Spirit which they have freely received, but desire to go
further.
These
are willing to go into the wilderness and face intense hunger
until they are fed by the Lord Himself.
Afterwards, they will come forth victorious in the power
of the Spirit to rise into this higher realm of identity with
Him in the outworking of His purposes.
If
we will sincerely pray the following prayer and make this unconditional
commitment to the Lord, He will accept our prayer and begin His
work within us. We will be given the Baptism in the Holy Spirit, the gifts and the blessings that follow, and all of the
divine arrangements
that are necessary to accomplish our time of wilderness testing. As we faithfully pass through these, His
presence within us and His Word to us, will become more than just
a blessing, or a testimony that we share.
It will become spiritual
power that has been personalized within our lives.
Lord, in the totality of my being - my spirit,
soul, and body; my will, intellect, and emotions; all that I ever
was, all that I am, and all that I ever will be; Lord, I will
respond to your hand upon, and your activity within my life.
Lord, I ask that the Word which you have imparted and quickened
within me, will be incorporated into my life experience so I will
be in harmony and union with you.
In submission and obedience, Lord, I will cooperate with
You as you accomplish this, and Lord, please do not pay any attention
if I complain.
As
I enter this place of intimacy
in personal communion with Jesus, I will receive (as a result of my overcoming victory in being tested
and proven)
the enabling power
that will strengthen and guide me through the steps that will
prepare me to become His Bride.
As I ascend into the deeper realms within His chambers, I
will experience increasing degrees of fellowship with Jesus as
my Heavenly Bridegroom, knowing that I can trust Him to gently
lead me through these experiences.
He gives power to the faint; and
to them that have no might He increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary,
and the young men shall utterly fall. But they that wait upon
the Lord shall renew their strength: they shall mount up with
wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; and they shall
walk, and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-31
Draw me, we will run after You: the king has brought me into His chambers. Song of Solomon 1:4a
Herein
is the secret: Our Heavenly Bridegroom desires to bring us into
His chambers to abide with Him. Here, as His Bride, we will experience
joy unspeakable, unknown to others.
During these times of intimate fellowship, we are brought
into a closer union with Him.
In the closeness of this communion, we will receive of
His life and strength and come into a deeper understanding of
spiritual principles and truths, which will draw us yet closer.
Only
then will we have the spiritual energy to face the challenges,
testings, and problems of life, and have the spiritual strength
to go into the vineyard with the Lord in
the outworking of all that we have received.